clothes


I think I might stop eating. Well, I will live off one meal per day. I don’t care if it’s not healthy, I’m just tired of not being able to fit into any clothes.

I originally posted this as a MySpace bulletin, after I had to cut my belt off, post-crisis. (It broke while I was wearing it and I couldn’t get it off).

Goodbye belt, although our relationship was only a short one, it was as loving as any relationship can be. I’ll always remember how you prevented my jeans from falling down, which allowed me to avoid my underwear being on show on numerous occasions. I will dearly miss you, and want you to know that you will always be one of my favourite belts, and hope you will forgive me for the terrible thing I did to you. I had no other choice, as an eternity stuck in the same pair of jeans all the time was not an appealing one.

Today I realised that there is a possibility that weight loss may have very slight disadvantages. I am wearing a t-shirt that used to fit really nicely and now it is a bit loose. However I am not complaining, and anyway I will probably gain the weight all back again like before. I lost five pounds, then gained four and then lost three. Maybe I will gain two pounds sometime in the near future. It would certainly follow the pattern. It’s strange though because I don’t particularly look or feel thinner. Maybe I should measure my waist again. I love food so much. Maybe that’s why I keep gaining. It sure would make a great deal of sense.

Today I bought two new dresses. They were in the sale in House of Fraser. One of them is checked grey/ brown, quite loosely fitted, and makes me look a bit like I should be in Oliver Twist, or some other similar musical containing orphans. It has two pockets on the front and it is lovely. It cost £12.50. The other one is also checked, and contains a variety of colours such as pink, peach and light blue. It is prettier than it sounds. It has some buttons down the front and also has two pockets. It cost £17. I am rather happy. I like dresses.

Today’s purchases:

1 x record player @ £10
1 x scarf @ 10p
1 x scarf @ 50p
1 x Sound of Music soundtrack on record @ 20p
1 x classical music compilation on five records @ 20p
1 x male porcelain doll @ £3
2 x badges @ 5p each
1 x toy MGRV8 @ £1
1 x mirror @ £1

Total amount spent: £16.10

Pretty good day really.